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Dec 31st
11:33 pm
Looking Back 2011, a personal note  
This has been a strange year. For Zac and for me. And I have to say I think he's doing well and going into 2012 with a lot of promise. I am doing a lot better too. So knock on wood, we both keep it up, lol.

I've been meaning to write something about how I've been doing for months now. But it has always been very awkward for me cause I have just always guarded my in-real-life side of things pretty carefully. So I put it off. Plus, I don't think I was ready then. But now I am.

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Again, I cannot thank you enough for your thoughts and prayers. And hope that for all of us, 2012>>>>>>>>>2011.
Mood: hopefulhopeful
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merlin ann blacktankshallkill on January 2nd, 2012 06:01 pm (UTC)
Thank you for bringing me loads and loads of Zac news always.
I know I lurk and this is weird but when I found out how sick you were I had the whole good thoughts circle going around my friends group for you.
Really good to know you're doing well.
Happy new year!
PS: hair loss can also be caused by weird reactions to anesthesia. I had emergency brain surgery two years ago and had to have part of my head shaved and while I did enjoy my length, I eventually cut it all down to the short length of the hairs growing back to make it look less...mullety. the little hairs sticking up through the long hairs get tiring ahahaha <3
To good health!
hunny miss (aka lets fead him to the gators)ehs_wildcats on January 2nd, 2012 06:56 pm (UTC)
thanks and happy new year!

i didn't really think about the hair thing cause i have such long hair it always seems like a lot of hair after i shower or brush but it got to be ridiculous before i realized what was going on. brain surgery sounds rough. i tell people all the time, like of all the things to be so sick from at least it wasn't anything painful? like i didn't have real surgery or broken bones or anything... people look at me funny for it, but i consider myself pretty lucky in that sense.
Gillian loves lemoñadé.invisible_cunt on January 3rd, 2012 12:03 am (UTC)
i truly believe that if someone wants to get better, they can.
the mind is one of the most powerful things.

i'm glad you recovered and beat the odds!!
i've gotten the flu shot for as long as i can remember, mostly because my mom is very paranoid. so i definitely advocate it.

there can only be great things coming for you in 2012
annabelle83 on January 3rd, 2012 04:09 am (UTC)
I can't thank you enough for this journal(I think it's the best Zac related website) and most of all, you seem like a such a nice person! Everyone was so shocked and worried about you and we're so happy to have you back.

Wish you the best 2012 and beyond!
babytakemy_handbabytakemy_hand on January 3rd, 2012 04:32 am (UTC)
HI honey!! I'm a little late responding to this but I'm glad you expressed all of this! I wish I had known to help you more! You pulled through tremendously and it will only keep getting better and better. I'm so proud of your strength, you have done an incredible job! :)

I hope you know how much you have done for me :) this is the first website environment that I actually feel connected and welcomed in and it makes me so happy reading it and being involved! I really can't put into words how much I love it and appreciate it. I have met some more amazing people though everything you have created and I can't thank you enough. You are more than an outstanding person and I can't wait for years to come <3 LOVE
ensangoensango on January 5th, 2012 01:40 pm (UTC)
I don't know about your illness. I hope that this year everything will be better.