poor kevin, that was super awkward, lol
also update on me: i'm only really sort of half back, these are the first days i have had energy to do more online than twitter a couple times but that is still coming and going... so if i miss comments/twitters/etc i'm sorry. and i am still working back up to posting. it is amazingly enough very tiring to do... picture posts especially intimidate me right now. so i know having jeezbee and shruti post things might be uncomfortable in some ways, but i can't even imagine how i would've caught up or this would've stayed updated without their continuing help. thanks to them. and thanks to everyone who has sent positive thoughts and gifts. positive thoughts are what got me through this so far and will take me the rest of the way.